Just Another Poem : Suicide Note

HONEY,

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
Ur adoring smile, ur beautiful eyes
Drive me crazy through the skies
I can stare into ur eyes for hours
They outshine all the stars

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
Ur eyes used to drive me crazy
Ur mere thoughts used to make lazy
U r redder than the reddest of the cherries
Ur prettier than the mermaids and the fairies

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
Irresistible were our never-ending parleys
Throughout the nights and the days
Those long endless witty repartees
Always spread ubiquitous infectious smiles

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
U r cute, u r sweet, u r fantastic
Before em all u r selflessly altruistic
Bout u I can write at length
As ur thoughts give me immense strength

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
Mine wasn’t a mere infatution
It involved no sort of ratiocination
Forgetting u is an impossible thing
As it was not just any love fling

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
I still remember ur long and curly tresses
Ur simple yet elegant dresses
Minus u life is darker than a moonless night
With u, it could have been brighter than sun’s light

You are so lovely, you are so nice
I have loved you all my life
I wanted to make u my soul-mate
But something else was in my fate
I have loved you from head to toe nail
In this tale I have no reason to wail

In my last prayer all I am demanding is u as my wife
After reincarnation in our every life

Oceans of love and blood

PS - I wrote this poem seven years back and had forgotten about it. Today I found the note-book on which I had scribbled it, back then.

Life changes at every turn

• After having deleted one blog...I stopped blogging only to realise that I was like an alcoholic promising that I won't drink... I am back on a blog that I had made some time back...the first post of this blog is pretty depressing but all you girls reading it, u know how interesting I am. So in case u need someone to hang out with, you know who's your man.
  

• Have lost in three important competitions over the past two days. One of them was a competition that I had always aspired to win...But now when I look back I am happy that at last the pressure is gone...days before the big event the pressure had started building and it was having a toll on me...though the taunts still haunt me...
  

• Have learnt a little bit of Bengali in the past two years during my stay at Kolkotta. A friend of mine who works in a call centre once told me that Americans like to roll their tongues while pronouncing 'R's. Our Bengalis are a step ahead they roll their tongues while pronouncing every character. Kotler-do (read Kotler-da) who stays in my hostel at IIM-C told me that this is a result of the rosogollas that begalis eat. Today I tried using this new found knowledge with the taxi drivers outside my campus and realised that however hard I may try I can not say Kolkootta right.